Today,i'm disappointed being myself. Why i am stupid? Why i can't make my parents proud? Why my mother still smile even though i get a bad result? The truth, i just want to show them that i am able to make them proud. But i think i failed. It make me really want to cry. I also disappointed with my personality. Why i blame the others who got a great result? Okay, i was wrong. It just make something get worse. I think i destroyed the others feeling. They got great and i think their parents proud. Why should i blame them? And now i'm feel sorry about it.  I hate myself. Better all of people hate me. I'm not a great friend.